Jaded

I feel nearly
drunk myself, overcome
with a set of
emotions I was
never ready to receive.
But as she stumbles
and limps and huffs
into the atmosphere
expectantly, I have
gotten ready to hide.
I prepare to run. but
no matter how far I
go, her venom will
land on my heart
like the acidic addiction
she pours down her
jaded system every
night.